The Reason for the "Y" in Spy Lyrics

Set it off and try to get off because you were only concerned with coming easy. these are the words of winter from the role of a victim, to write it off, i only hope you could... no, your hands will not brush my face, no, my hands will not venture to waist, no, i remember how you'd say, no, no, no... i swore it off for nineteen years. (and i only hope you could)