I Had to Kill a Lot of People Lyrics

Tonight I...
Uhhh, hahaha...
Just had to kill a lot of people!

I killed another girl with a chainsaw.
I killed Allan with an ane in the face.
His body is disolving in a bath-tub in hell's kitchen.

I just had to kill a lot of people!

There are no more barriers to cross.
All I have in common with the uncontrollable
And the insane,
The vicious and the evil.
All the mayhem i have caused
And my utter indifference toward it,
I have now surpassed.
My pain is constant and sharp
And I do not hope for a better world for anyone.
In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others.
I want no one to escape.
But even after admitting this,
There is no catharsis.
My punishment continues to elude me
And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself.
No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling.
This confession has meant...
Nothing.

I killed my own girlfriend...
With a nailgun.
I killed another girl...
With a chainsaw.

My pain is constant and sharp
And I do not hope for a better world for anyone.
In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others.

I killed a lot of people.