Box of Letters Lyrics

This is what I get, I guess I'm not your (best friend).
What I thought in the past now when I look back I just look back to laugh Cause I'm walking home with a box of letters.
I'm trying real hard, trying real hard.
I scream, big stick, I'm drunk, I'm sick telling me that my hearts not in it but you ignore (everything I say) when I ask for help, you only help yourself.
So go find someone else cause I'm walking home with a box of letters.
I'm trying real hard, trying real hard.
I scream, big stick, I'm drunk, I'm sick (everytime I called you a muppet I apologize) there's so many thing that I do for you (That you don't realize)