The Courage to Kill Lyrics

Inside my psyche
The nightmare still lives
Wrapped up in scar tissue
I am held captive
I shut off my feelings
When you walk through that door
No god could save me from being your whore.

The courage to kill you, what would it take
If I did not fear you, it's your life I'd break
I am pushed to my limits, I am loading the gun
The courage to kill you, I'll make no mistakes this time

Incest and anguish
Is all that you give
You manipulate me
Until I am made passive.
With my innocence broken
And left on the floor
You pushed up against me
Beggin' for more.

I don't wanna be in your prison anymore