Beautiful Lyrics

I've been thinking to myself, yeah I do that a lot
Sometimes it helps, mostly does not
And I don't know what to say, and I can't hold my thoughts
Sometimes I'm happy, mostly I'm not
And now it's boxing me in, and it's pushing you away
By you I mean everyone, I used to say
I'm good I won't let it bother me
But now I'm alone and it's starting to get to me so I

Packed up all my things and I threw it all away
I won't let it bother me now get out of my way

Beautiful

When I was younger I had so many friends
Now as a man the numbers are thin
And I used to kiss every girl that I met
I wish I knew why it was so much easier then
Just to figure it out there's nothing I wouldn't give
I've taken my time; I let it sink in
But I keep coming back to where this whole thing began
It's not a surprise it just gets under my skin

Packed up all my things and I threw it all away
I won't let it bother me now get out of my way

Beautiful

I'm at my weakest laying with you
But knowing my weakness strengthens me too
Feeling you breathing, pulling me in
Is something I live for; lucky old man
I know that you want me and I won't let you in
But I'm keeping my guard up; you'll have to break in
You know I'll be waiting, a pen in my hand
Head in my lap I think I now understand

Packed up all my things and I threw it all away
I won't let it bother me now get out of my way