This Hell in Pardise Lyrics

I do not know what to do with this life
In this hell in Paradise

I lost my wings and my freedom
Because of the one I have been loving so much

Frozen tears are like my hopes
Slowly they fade from my memory

I really wish I had not existed ever
Nor had thought I could love

I feel so much hatred for those
Who have created my griefs and passions

I cry with pain, it hurts and I'm scared
I wish I could see her again

Although I am yelling, she's not hearing me
Although I am crying, she's not loving me...