Tell Me I'm Not Drinking Lyrics

Couldn't believe it when
I woke up here again
Without a single friend in the world

Twisted up inside
I cheated and I lied
Seemed the best way to get by in your world

Tell me I'm not drinking
Cause everything's unclear
I'll wake in the morning to find you here

Last night I had it all
I didn't care you didn't call
There was nothing I could do about you

Feels like a gun inside my head
Sending bullets through my heart
It hurts to take a single breath without you

Now I wish I could have stayed in the paradise you
Tried to make but that world - oh it's for someone else
You can't see me now, I'm just a tired ghost in a
Smoke-filled crowd - I'd rather look at you from
Outside myself

So I stumble through each day
But I'm free to choose my way
And there's this peaceful emptiness all around me