One to Two Lyrics

There are things I'd like to say
That I've said too many times before
Things I should have done
Instead of looking for a way to get out
You'll never know the sorrow I felt
Or the hours I've laid awake
Thinking about just what you said
How could you know how I felt?
I never took the time to figure it out
Or see how the problems arose

I tried to blame the two of you
I can only blame myself
For the pain we felt
There are words I should have spoken
But I kept m yfucking mouth shut instead
Words would've made the difference
But they always stayed unsaid
Why won't you ever see?
Why won't you even see?
It's not just me