Life // Lost Lyrics

The rain fell harder that night I drove home alone in July.
I couldn't tell between the rain or the tears in my eyes.
It was all a blur as I realized I saw your face, I saw your smile, I lost control of the wheel 'til my knuckles bled.
I'm calling out your name but no one heard me scream, "
God please save me".
Cause I don't want to fall, and I can't take anymore.
The tree around the bend was calling out my name, like branches to hands begging to take me away.
But I ran and always looked back.
I always looked back.
I always fucking looked back.

I often think of the night I drove home alone, swerving back and forth down the street from home.
Some nights I wish I hit that tree so death could take me away and finally go to sleep.