Art of Understanding Lyrics

This is not
The way that I had things planned
It's all wrong-it's backwards from beginning to end
Who, who am I?
To say that I'm alive
I'm backed in, closed in, locked and loaded
And I've got nowhere to hide.
And I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know

I just don't know
Back pocket story book, take a look
What do we have here, what do we have
It's a last chance romance, baby I don't know this dance
Anymore
I need a place to go and a space to grow
And a dream that stays when the rooster crows
Where it's hot when it snows and the sky is in the road
Where everything I know is everything I don't
And I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I just don't know
I'll let the western sun set
I'll go the way the wind blows
I don't know why I don't know
I just don't know
And I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I just don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I don't know why I don't know
I just don't know
I'll let the western sun set
I'll go the way the wind blows
I don't know why I don't know
I just...