Traitor Lyrics

It was an accidental mishap that started it all
But no turning back
I felt cheated by the way that they eloquently
Interrogated me
I could see just what they wanted
And to avoid confrontation
Shied away from the truth
Allowed to go i realised
In haste i'd left just lies behind

Oh lord, will you
Hold me, cradled in the palm of your hand
As i, i hear your voice,
Still i don't understand
Why you, you care for me,
A traitor who's returned
Again

You gave your life so unselfishly up for me
Though i never asked you
You have never turned your back on me despite the fact
I do it frequently
Lord, you know i love you
I adore you,
I live for you, jesus
Please, help me with consistency
I don't understand
Why i can't live like you command,
Full of love
Like you have for me