Mozaiku Kakera Übersetzung

One by one, I join together and draw the mosaic fragments
And also the encounters and partings that you gave me

?It shouldn't be like this,? I sleep while thinking so
And when I wake up, my usual, unchanging, and fruitless efforts
Meaninglessly repeat

The ?method for living well? that I'd gathered up in mosaic fragments
It was distorted but seemed beautiful
While I bluff, while I stumble on the road that I've chosen to stick to until the end
The fragments peel off and fall, but they won't be buried

In the world that laid out the respective willpowers
Even though there should be something that I can't surrender to anyone
I'm worrying about the coloring

While I was enchanted by the various colors and shapes of the mosaic fragments
I desired too much for the ?extremity of youth?
In the crevice of my heart, I believe in the cement of love and it pours in
On the fragments that won't ever meld together

Because the contrast is beautiful, it's fine if it's uneven on the contrary
Somehow, without waiting for my turn, I'll find the answer to becoming myself

The mosaic fragments vividly reflect the lies and mistakes of my past
The more I think about them, the more I want to erase them
If they repeat, then I still won't advance from the starting line there
I'll try gathering up dreams again
One by one, I join together and draw the mosaic fragments
And also the encounters and partings that you gave me