Internal Darkness Lyrics

Sunshine I wait for dawn's recurrent light
I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself
Moonlight calmly shines through the night
I stare at these old photographs my heart beats fast

I find no peace to read or write
My soul is lost my spirit's down
There's no one in the dark
My little world has lost it's light

The dim serene I can't escape at all and my thoughts reveal
I can't forget the better days behind closed doors
I'm still confused and longing for

Behind these lowered window blinds
I'm holding back the tears and find
I think I shall never know
Why I'm like this and you are so

We all grow what happened through the years where dreams lie still
I tried to change it al and found dreams lie dead
I can't redo it all again