Man I Am Lyrics

Been searching for a bright light,
The night stars, no they don't suffice.
And if I might,
Spill my guts, Like the truth, I'm a fake
But you're torn.
Am I fraud? Maybe so,
But I'm real.
Just a lie, little lie, how's it feel,
To know where you stand.

Am I wrong to not like the man I am?

Fighting for your lifeless breath,
No need to figure out what's next.
You're far too gone.
If I'm right, and you're right, then we're wrong.
Make a deal, pay the price
In the hands of another.
Hope you feel safe with him.

Am I wrong, to not like the man I am?

I realize I keep doing it wrong.
I've never really been that strong.
I'm always going to expect the same.
Meeting disappointment at the end of the day.
Well, I can't live the life that I dreamed.
Should not let myself think,
That I can have everything my way.
And I'll be harsh and as cruel as I can.
Can't calm the shake in my hands.
I don't deserve the ground on which you stand.

I'm not wrong.
To not like the man I am.
No I'm not wrong.
To not like the man I am.