Across Five Years Lyrics

I said I'm crazy one more time
Picked up the phone and wondered why
So many years of hidden
Dreams pushed down too far to ever win.

Locked doors
And hidden ghosts denied by myself with every joke
This was not
This could never be me remembering so many times so many lies
So many lies

Ran so fast the years passed blind

So much
Time lost killing five
Whatever poision you may drink
Another list of "no's" persist
Antique and out of reach
I lost my life and take it back
Crashed this side of happiness

Hit the floor or hit and miss without the strength to follow through
Walked right past this life in you
Just one more kiss just one more chance
One more life or circumstance
One more call taking a chance on circumstance.