Struggler Lyrics

They won't go away.
I don't think I've seem 'em blink at all.
They all know my name and they're waiting for me to fall
On my face as I attempt to have my tiny little life.
They wait in the wings and I don't know why. I'm not sure why.

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home.
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day.

I used to be thin.
I used to look good with a guitar.
You're always alone when you don't know who you are.
And if the slightest shove can shatter, crush and vaporize your bones, how do they expect you to deal with stones?

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home.
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day.

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home.
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day.

And I'm not gonna change.
Not gonna change
And I'm not gonna change.
Not gonna change
I'm always gonna be here.
I'm always gonna be here.
All day.

I'm not gonna change.
Not gonna change
I wish that I could change but I'm not gonna change.
I'm always gonna be here.
I'm always gonna be here.
All day.

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home.
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day.