Always Countin' Lyrics

There's always numbers in my head
A counting hunger that must be fed
I got some pills by my bed
Supposed to eat them but I count them instead
Now am I crazy? am I mad?
I've run out of fingers they're all I had

I'm always counting
I'm always counting
Only trouble is I'm counting on me

I wake up aching I count the pains
The storm ain't breaking I can't count the rain
I count spectators but the crowd just grows
I'm a speculator of the highs and lows
And I've been playing with a loaded deck
But the cards are claiming I'm a nervous wreck