(Ayo, Sheff)
I wonder why it always seems to rain
When I′ve lost the love
(I've lost the love)
(I′ve lost the love)
(Look, if my heart are painin') ayy
I done lost all the love that I had for these niggas
Be real, I been thinkin' ′bout spazzin′ on niggas
These bitches be weird, always naggin' a nigga
But quick to ask for some cash from a nigga
Sometimes I be wishin′ a nigga ain't make it
′Cause this shit gets rough, but the bag a lil' different
Sometimes I just want to wake up and go missin′
But this shit hit different, not average, nigga
80 somethin' shows in a year, I been gettin'
In that cell, had a vision, got out on a mission
Since I was 16, ain′t gon′ lie, I been crippin' and hittin′
Go ask BigX, standin' on bidness
Got hammered back, double up and start givin′
Then they start trippin', I hope that you listen
These niggas is grimey they want how you livin′
No lovin' these women, they lookin' for trickin′
Like where was these folks when in that spot with the kitchen?
Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?
Where was these folks the long nights when I was dealin′?
How you gon' want what I got but ain′t did it?
My family gon' call when they broke and I get it
As soon as you tell ′em no once you the villain
Not once did they check on my son, and I'm chilli′
Depressed, I can't be with my boy every minute
I fell out with my brother, that shit hurt my spirit
But we all gotta learn, hope he change and start listenin'
Hope that he keeps his pole on him, they spinnin′
The life that he livin′, I know that he sinnin'
I got two lil′ girls on the way, I be trippin'
So scarred from the love that I dub all these women
So God gave me two, now I′m seein' it vivid
I get it, a thousand more reasons for livin′
Know that I want to check out and just give it up
How I got all these problem? I'm rich as fuck
Hoes don't want love, all these hoes want a tummy tuck
These niggas ain′t gangsta, just mad that they just broke as fuck
Ease the pain when I drink out that double cup
Only time that I′m hurt when I sober up
Smile in your face, but I swear that's a cover-up
Rappin′ my pain, this the shit that y'all wanted
Like where was these folks when in that spot with the kitchen?
Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?
Where was these folks the long nights when I was dealin′?
How you gon' want what I got ain′t did it?
(I've lost the love)
(Look, if my heart are painin')
(I′ve lost the love)
Writer(s): Clarence Henry Reid, Brian Mitchell, Xavier Landum, James Leonnard Price, Ethan Mitchell Hayes
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