I Fucked up Again Songtext

von Big B

I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry
But I hope you know I am
And I don't know why I do what I do
Or put you through what I put you through
But I fucked up again

Oh I don't know what I was thinking
I shouldn't of went out all night drinking
I know I said that I would be home early
Had you up late sick and worried
5 AM, now here I am
Stumbling and bumbling through the door
Just last week I told you it wasn't gonna happen any more
My plan was just to have a few with the boys at the bar
But one turned into two, two turned into three
Now the rest is history, cause the three turned into many many many more

I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry
But I hope you know I am
And I don't know why I do what I do
Or put you through what I put you through
But I fucked up again

Damn, here I am
Smelling like perfume, lipstick on my shirt
I Tried to wash it off but it just don't work
Now I'm coming home looking like a jerk
Phone numbers in my pocket
I can't find my phone
Where the fuck is my wallet
Big hickey on my neck and I don't know where I got it
I don't remember things,
So technically I'm not lying
When I say I haven't been cheating
I just want to sleep it off
And hope it was a bad dream
I never set out to break your heart and be mean

I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry
But I hope you know I am
And I don't know why I do what I do
Or put you through what I put you through
But I fucked up again

C'mon we can work it out
I know people tell you things, but they don't know what they talking about
It don't matter where I go, it don't matter where I been
Cause when I come home I'm coming home to you and not them
I'm not perfect and I don't try to be
And sometimes I don't see what you see in me
There's a reason that we're still together
Cause even though you could probably do better
They say love is a sickness
And you say it's getting ridiculous and your getting sick of this
I'm sorry come here give me a kiss

I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry
But I hope you know I am
And I don't know why I do what I do
Or put you through what I put you through
But I fucked up again