This Time Lyrics

My heart is battled and bruised from the fall
For break my (?) a little too much to just walk it off
And I guess you deserve some prize
For leaving me shattered on the ground and making it look like my fault

And I don't know how you still break me
Enven tho you don't have me
Oh, I'm being strung along even tho you're gone
And I wish I have never meet you
I wish hello was something I could undo

You're my biggest letdown but I can't move on

Cuz I'm lost without you around
Wish I could
Say I'm not shutting down
And I'm doing just fine
But I can't make myself believe that lie
Ever since the day you've left
I've been miserable at best
And this ain't surrender
But I think you won this time

Laradada, this time

And I'm still standing in the darkness
Wandering about the pieces
Searching for the reasons why
And I guess I never really find answers
Cause all I wanna know is how I didn't meet your standards

Cuz I'm lost without you around
Wish I could
Say I'm not shutting down
And I'm doing just fine
But I can't make myself believe that lie
Ever since the day you've left
I've been miserable at best
And this ain't surrender
But I think you won this time

Laradada, this time

And maybe this time
I'll learn to run away from things that burn me
And maybe this time
I'll learn to love someone that really wants me

I'm lost without you around
Wish I could
Say I'm not shutting down
And I'm doing just fine
But I can't make myself believe that lie
Ever since the day you've left
I've been miserable at best
And I don't wanna surrender
But I think you won this time

Laradada, this time

Oh, I think you won this time