Scarred Lyrics

I've got some troubles to define perception,
It could come back to me,
Maybe it's more than I should bear,
Fallen into misleading self-deception
That is blinding me within
The line that bounds anybody.
Have I had lively changes
In my lifetime direction,
Or I used to get used,
What a fucked trick has to be!

Strenght leads the way,
But not just for you!
I know what really cares about me.
I know what really cares,
I know how things work out,
Leaving it drags me down in false sobriety.
But I can't reach out
What really happens to me,
The trick is in everything and
I choose to lose myself in the stream.
Everything outside is turning inside my head.
Have I had lively changes
In my lifetime direction,
Or I used to get used,
What a fucked trick has to be!
Strenght leads the way,
But not just for you!
I suppose I'll start thinking
I've scarred off me