Jealous of my friends Songtext

von Bea Miller

I gotta drive a nine-years old, where did my money go?
Everyone else I know, has somethin′ to fall back on

And I'm watchin′ all my friends doin' better than me
They got better songs, they got bigger money
I know it's kinda sad but it′s kinda funny
Is it just me?

I get jealous of my friends sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend I′m fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

I see the cars they get, I still drive a piece of shit
Where′s my piece of happiness
I peaked when I was six

And I want a perfect life, want a perfect party
Why is my career like a fuckin' hobby?
Tryin′ to get by but it's never easy
Is it just me?

I get jealous of my friends sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend I′m fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

Oh, I should be happy
I do be happy for them
And I pay my respects but
I just can't afford to
I get jealous of my friends sometimes
And I′m sorry I pretend I′m fine

I get jealous of my friends sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine
I know you′re not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes