What the Heck Lyrics

Lying awake contemplating sleeping
I feel like life is passing me by
Tossing and turning is getting me nowhere
My mind wanders and takes me places i wish i never tread
I can't and i won't be that anymore
If we weren't allowed very breath we took for granted
Our lungs would be empty
We're pathetic we know it
It's the only thing we're good at
And i like keeping that in mind than faking like i'm something i'm not

Cause lately i've been losing hope
I've got full hands with nothing to show
All the hours i spend killing myself
Wondering where the hell did it go