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Sometimes when I wake up I start to think this can't be true and i'm not together so I block out all the days that don't matter and I raise my head forget about what I did and try not to think too hard sometimes I get so happy I hear things in my head that were never said I just sit alone for a while and start talking to myself, I think it's getting a little out of hand try not to think too hard I hang on to the words thinking I blew it with nothing left to lose sometimes when I think about it it just doesn't seem fair still I stay prepared and I work my way around it I look deep into myself and think this is getting a little out of hand try not to think too hard I hang on to the words thinking I blew it with nothing left to lose I play my part it's not so hard I just stay out of view