If only Lyrics

A warm rain
Suddenly turns icy cold
The pressure
Seems to crush my bones
If only
I could just have forseen
My faith came
Crashing down on me
If only
I could have changed my destiny

My sorrows
Carrying me far out to sea
I'm drowning
With no one there for me
Give-me-your-hand
So looking
Back at my life in rewind
It seems like
Somehow I've always survived