Okay Lyrics

I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
But right now, I don't think that I'm okay

I felt a year's worth of hurt and sadness catching up with me
The sky I painted to silence the pain, it is bleeding into grey

In unfamiliar, somber surroundings, confessing all of me
A perfect stranger, she puts pen to paper, consoling in her sleep
And how foreign it felt when I opened my mouth and heard the truth come out
I've been running away, a tired respitefrom pain
My only novocaine

So keep your It'll get better's and I'll keep my I'll be just fine's
I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies