Have You Around Lyrics

You always were amazing Dad and this was never eant to make you sad, don' be sad.
I built up walls around my world, no way for you to even tell at all, not at all.
Don't tell me it's not that bad, you were they only one I ever had and I will hold the pact we made.
You had a choice but you chose to leave.
You had a choice, can't you see?
I would kill have you around, I would kill to have you around.
As we all grow older now, I pray to God and ask him how.
Why would you take?
I know I'm not the only one, suicide was on her mind all along.
Lyrics written by Eroticus.