Standing Lyrics

Sitting by myself, so unaware
All the pain I put on you, be clear
This wasn't intentional
Promised you I'd never leave
Stories the same, I am afraid
That I strung you along now.

Standing on my own
So afraid to walk away
Silence hides all questions

When I walk away, I walk away
Don't you know I believe in you?
How can you say, how can you say
Nothing's wrong?

I never meant to do anything that
Would have caused you to suffer in all of this pain
The problems I caused you were not
Meant maliciously, hope you will in the long run

Standing on my own
So afraid to walk away
Silence hides all questions

When I walk away, I walk away
Don't you know I believe in you?
How can you say, how can you say
Everything will fall apart again

I don't know why, I don't know why
I bother to waste any more time
You're always acting belligerent

I don't know why, I don't know why
I bother to care to take time to repair the wounds you have opened

I used to be so alive, this is painful
Seeing you, I realized all the truth I'd never see
Why did you bother to lie, it's disgraceful
Now I know now I am better off alone

Sitting by myself, now I'm aware
That the blame rests on you
Sitting by yourself hope that you've seen
Why you're better off now