Trying to Get Hurt Lyrics

I moved next door but I kept the keys
Sometimes i go to the wrong place
I panic when i don't find your warm bodies waiting there for me
The more i sleep
The more complete
I find I feel
And watching tv
Doesn't seem
So much a waste of time as

A way to slow
Down my speeding brain
It never stops making lists of tasks to do today
I'm way too slow
For my speeding brain
I never stop trying to get hurt so I can fall down

We made a plan to tour the world
But i no longer get out of bed
The age of reason is halfway gone
And there's still freedom for me
The more i sleep
The less i need
A dream to fill my days
And watching tv
Fulfills my need
To numb myself so i can find

A way to slow
Down my speeding brain
It never stops making lists of tasks to do today
I'm way too slow
For my speeding brain