Comfort And Joy Lyrics

Well what would you do I feel sick
I'm through I am the kingpin of my own misery
And I can't help it can i?
I grew up all unknowing lacking family friends
And now i?m married and withdrawn from the life i've never lived
Untill I came to think of it
I studied fourty-nine years
I know the outside well
But what's coming to me now is change as a gift and I don't
Know what to do with it

I won't deny i?m old
I'm pretty healthy grown
I earn money and spend it on my family, my sin is i
Build my whole life around it

I am close to a breakdown
I got money, love, respect
And comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah

I got my birthday present again
And i?m glad it's not another one of those glossy pants
I was always so fond of it
I got some records too some old clapton shit
And i?m afraid that people are living their life just for me
And I just, and I just didn't know
Although I planned it long before
I'll have comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah

I am close to a breakdown
I got money, love, respect
And comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah