I Deserve It Lyrics

I hold my finger
To the flame
It slowly blisters
And the pain
Is so incredible
But I deserve it
Hold the razor
To my knee
Scars from last week
I can see

The pain is so intense
But I deserve it
Hold the flame
Above my hand
Feeling pain
I cannot stand
But maybe that'll teach me
Cuz I deserve it
Looking at my mangled self
And the razors on the shelf
I know I should stop
But it numbs me
The pain I feel's
Not half as bad
As on inside
So I'm glad
To do anything that stops it
Cuz I deserve it
It seems much better
To me
To have scars
That I can see
Rather than those inside of me
And I deserve it
I takes my mind
Off all the thing
All the trouble
Life can bring
And anyway
I deserve it